It's Saturday night once again... December 16, 2006... 9 days before christmas... This week was a very hectic and senti week for me... I guess its my choice to keep my whole self busy as much as possible... Every day im still hoping for a better reason to move on... im still hoping that someday i can tell to myself that i'll be OK and HAPPY... I think and i assure you guyz ders no reason for me to change... Im stil the same old Camillea but i guess now a good version of CAMILLEA more deeper, wiser and matured Soul... Honestly, I don't wanna change and fool myself juz because im badly hurt rightnow or my heart doesn't function well.... Let me say that i CHANGE because TIME allows me to CHANGE... We all knew that change is constant reaction... We change coz theres always a reason and a purpose behind it... When we are motivated, determined, and inspired we CHANGE... When we got hurt, wounded, upset, damage we still CHANGE... To sum it all i guess GOD wanted to tell us that in this world we all have a choice and freewill to make a Lifetime decision and a reflection of uniqueness in one soul...
Honestly im still in the process of moving on and letting go... How i wish computer na lang yun heart ko... isang delete or re-format lang yun ayos na agad... and i guess thats the best solution to have a brandnew heart... But were not a computer nor robot... We are HUMANS created by GOD... ~sigh~
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