Change For A Reason (",)

It's Saturday night once again... December 16, 2006... 9 days before christmas... This week was a very hectic and senti week for me... I guess its my choice to keep my whole self busy as much as possible... Every day im still hoping for a better reason to move on... im still hoping that someday i can tell to myself that i'll be OK and HAPPY... I think and i assure you guyz ders no reason for me to change... Im stil the same old Camillea but i guess now a good version of CAMILLEA more deeper, wiser and matured Soul... Honestly, I don't wanna change and fool myself juz because im badly hurt rightnow or my heart doesn't function well.... Let me say that i CHANGE because TIME allows me to CHANGE... We all knew that change is constant reaction... We change coz theres always a reason and a purpose behind it... When we are motivated, determined, and inspired we CHANGE... When we got hurt, wounded, upset, damage we still CHANGE... To sum it all i guess GOD wanted to tell us that in this world we all have a choice and freewill to make a Lifetime decision and a reflection of uniqueness in one soul...
Honestly im still in the process of moving on and letting go... How i wish computer na lang yun heart ko... isang delete or re-format lang yun ayos na agad... and i guess thats the best solution to have a brandnew heart... But were not a computer nor robot... We are HUMANS created by GOD... ~sigh~

The Journey Of Our Life

A long time ago, there was an Emperor who told his horseman that if he could ride on his horse and cover as much land area as he likes, then the Emperor would give him the area of land he has covered.Sure enough, the horseman quickly jumped onto his horse and rode as fast as possible to cover as much land area as he could. He kept on riding and riding, whipping the horse to go as fast as possible. When he was hungry or tired, he did not stop because he wanted to cover as much area as possible.Came to a point when he had covered a substantial area and he was exhausted and was dying. Then he asked himself, "Why did I push myself so hard to cover so much land area? Now I am dying and I only need a very small area to bury myself."The above story is similar with the journey of our Life. We push very hard everyday to make more money, to gain power and recognition. We neglect our health, time with our family and to appreciate the surrounding beauty and the hobbies we love.One day when we look back, we will realize that we don't really need that much, but then we cannot turn back time for what we have missed.Life is not about making money, acquiring power or recognition. Life is definitely not about work! Work is only necessary to keep us living so as to enjoy the beauty and pleasures of life. Life is a balance of Work and Play, Family and Personal time. You have to decide how you want to balance your Life. Define your priorities, realize what you are able to compromise but always let some of your decisions be based on your instincts. Happiness is the meaning and the purpose of Life, the whole aim of human existence.So, take it easy, do what you want to do and appreciate nature. Life is fragile, Life is short. Do not take Life for granted.

Live a balanced lifestyle and enjoy Life!

Watch your thoughts; they become words.
Watch your words; they become actions.
Watch your actions; they become habits.
Watch your habits; they become character.
Watch your character; it becomes your destiny.